2.24.2011

i made up my mind
im not coming back
give all my stuff to charity
my heart is beating around the clock

im sorry mother
i know you will miss me
go paint your canvases
go travel to st barths and dont worry about me
you will have a good time


the world is getting smaller
the time is getting shorter
the moment is right now
no way I will wait for another

i made up my mind
nothing can stop me now
call the police call nasa call the ambulance
call whoever you want
im not coming back

one day you will understand
dont jump to conclusions now
if i told you it would ruin my plan
dont worry about me
we will have a good time

maybe you didn't realize ive grown up
but yes i can think on my own
you wont understand my crazy ideas
leave it behind
i love you so much
but i already made up my mind

2.22.2011

I'm walking faster my head is facing the ground
The cars on the streets run so silent
This city is just so boring when you are not around
There's a burning secret inside of me
I need your help to release me from this fear
I've been looking for a treasure on the deep sea
I found your map inside the dirty water
Im following you but sometimes is hard to see
Everything can change in a second if you just trust me
Let it go
I know you are better than this
There's so much more for us be

I Know You Would

Tell me where you've been hiding
It feels like a thousand years
There are a few things I've been dying to tell you
Why don't you come close to me
If I told I knew the crazy things inside your head
Would you believe me
I'll wait for you eternally and while I wait I just wonder
What is like to walk on the streets by your side
Would you hold my hand like this
I wanna hear about the things you like to read
Would you read them loud for me
There's something missing in my heart
A dark gap that fits you perfectly

2.18.2011

L'Estasi di Sta Teresa


pen on paper
observation drawing

2.15.2011

Peço ao vento que me ajude
Leve para o mais longe horizonte
O tempo que me deste
Suma-te na noite escura do sonho do mundo
Nas voltas e partidas do mar
Repousa no fundo imenso e frio a palavra
Não me falta coraçao que passa o tempo e o vento passa denovo
Há horas queima seco como o sol que grita maior que o céu
Meu desejo assume a certeza da resposta infinita e guardada de Deus
Pois a reconheço em seu olhar quando brilha dentro do meu

2.12.2011




observations on face
graphite on paper

2.10.2011

It wasn't me
Go ask anyone they would tell you
Im a stranger in your life
I don't know why you always look at me
All my life could be a fake dream
But when I see you I forget everything
When the night comes I dont know my name
I wanna know what's your favorite song
I wanna hear you singing it
These moments of guessing
Could we just let go
What will we do?
Confess to me
I'm surrounded by other people but still feel empty
I know all these beautiful people and they mean nothing to me
When I'm around you it feels my whole world is blown away
The desperate eyes of my heart can only see you
Your beauty goes beyond my capacity of describing it
It is a caption of infinity
Every time you smile I wanna die

2.09.2011

I didnt know about anything of this before
I got trapped in the web just like you did
I have a problem with being specific with the things i wanna say
I wonder why I cant be like those people who don't
I can
Why do they even exist?
We are all the same
If you knew the way it makes me feel
The warm whisper in the wind of your voice
I forget about you because I wanna miss you
for when i remember of you i fall and close my eyes
These times that i know you are with me with blinking stars on the sky
So at times I feel so stupid I wanna hide
Were you looking at me at that time?
Sometimes Im afraid I wont be like me
A rainbow in the sky with the sun and the rain when we meet

2.08.2011

The will say we are out of our minds
And we will laugh in accordance it would spin the world fast forward and we would change the course of the planets
But for the time being Just sit down and watch me I'm out for the hunt sit down and watch me play this tricky game let's have some fun so just sit down and watch me play you know I'm the only one that heats your heart I have no fear playing with fire I'll wait for you quietly laying down on the floor and if I miss the time I'll do some more until its late at night and i can touch the light with my hand so i can see you throught the dark. its all part of a bigger plan, we're living in a friday night we'll dance around. your eyes are shocking me. black cat. got this dangerous feeling when you see the mark. Do you like the way I act? Give me a sign. Write me a letter with your eyes and sign your name.
'Macabea had never had the courage to cherish hopes. Yet, now she listened to Madam Carlotta as if she were listening to a fanfare of trumpets, her heart beating furiously. Madame was right: at long last, Jesus was taking some interest in her. Macabea’s eyes open wide as she felt a sudden hunger for the future (bang) and I, too, am beginning to cherish hopes. . . . At that instant, Macabea came out with a phrase that no one among the onlookers could understand. She said in a clear, distinct voice

—As for the future.'