10.20.2010

Vayera

God says to Abraham: Take the only son that you have and bring him to the mountain. I want you to sacrifice your own son.
An angel stopped it and put a ram (?) in the place of Isaac (his son).
But Isaac was not a baby he was 37 years old, why didn't he run away?
It was a test.

MESSAGE OF THE WEEK

Abraham was circumcised when he was 99 years old - circumcision means removing a negative force, layers, that allows the soul to reveal it's potential. After 3 days of his circumcision God was revealed to Abraham, he went to his next level. An elevated consciousness that no man had ever been before, he was enlightened. He was in the midst of feeling pain, he was supposed to be resting inside where it was warm but instead he went to the entrance of his tent looking if anyone would pass by. He didn't want to waste a chance to share. He needed the forces of healing but he abdicated, he wanted to help others. That's the highest level a person can get.
What is the code in this story?

Abraham reached Vayera. He knew a secret. He could not allow himself to stop. 'I've never arrived' 'I've never reached it' - that's what it means to be at the entrance of the tent - 'I want to move!' 'what's next?'

He had a huge desire to welcome guests that he actually manifested guests, 3 angels dressed as men.

He had a huge desire to go to the next level. We can be stuck in being enlightened and we will eventually fall.

'Forget what I've done, I want it all. I dont wanna lose opportunity to help and to go to the next level.'

the problem of our life is that we get in a certain level of fulfillment and we get stuck. We need to be at the entrance.
Enjoy for a second, appreciate and go to the next level. Chasing after the opportunity to give. Abraham knew that without it he would lose everything.

In this world movement brings peace. Resting brings chaos.

The moment I arrive I lose it. Always be at the entrance.

And indication that you are not going to the next level: when you talk too much of past experiences, how amazing are things you've done etc.


Lust, pride, need for recognition and jealousy make a person get out of this world.

"Jealousy among scholars would bring a lot of wisdom"


Pride and Lust
The highest level of self indulgence. If I fill up my void with this pleasures I would be good. If people know how great I am I will feel better. That's a trick of satan he wants to fill us with lust and pride and it will deteriorate us.

AFTER THE ORIGINAL TSIMTSUM THE VESSEL SAID TO THE LIGHT: I LOVE YOU BUT I HAVE TO RESTRICT YOU SO I CAN BE LIKE YOU

There is positive an negative jealousy.

Negative jealousy/envy:

When I envy someone because he or she have more (money, respect, power, education etc) than me. It will never fill me up with anything, pride and lust at least fills with physicality, but jealousy will only make us weak.

Positive jealousy:

Positive jealousy is the only reason we are here on earth. I want to earn the light, that's why I am here. We were jealous of the light and we came down.
Positive pressure. Someone has more than me. Jealousy is desire.

At the moment I give too much power to my klippot (shells) I will drown
If I am purely jealous it has to do with me wanting to improve myself. That's essential.
When you chose to be at the right environment you will find in everybody an attribute to learn from and grow. Always will find things in other people that will emulate me.


The main cause of jealousy is laziness.

When we are lazy we become sad. Satan come and say I need more recognition. Laziness = sadness

Abraham was in constant move. To the extent I love my life God will be there.

When a person chases Chesed (giving) the creator send us a gift: someone that needs help. When a person chases to go to his next level to the extent of certainty and attitude vessels would be revealed to him.
The giver attracts force of mercy around him that creates protection.

if I am not moving to my next level I am disconnecting.


Biding of Issac.

And God tested Abraham. Isaac could run away.
Abraham was right column energy (giving), Isaac was left column energy (receiving)
Abraham lacked judgement. And so he went against his nature putting his son in danger. Totally for the sake of the light he gave up of his personality. It's all about combining forces.

ITS ALL ABOUT COMBINING FORCES

Saying yes to every second is not necessarily the most spiritual thing to do. If I say yes all the time i need to build strength to love in a tough way.
I need to be willing to be judged as a not giving person for the sake of giving.

If it his natural for you to be humble sometimes you need to tell people how important you are.

Balance of forces. go outside yourself so you can find the central column.

Detach from my personality.

if you are very good at something you need to feel as a beginner to find the central column.


notes from class with Eitan Yardeni

10.14.2010

Lech Lecha

Lech Lecha

Lech= go away, go outside
Lecha= for you

The first words the creator shared

Abraham, first man to begin the path of transformation, heard from god "go away". He had already left his fathers house and gone away from his country.

"go outside for you, I will show you where. I guide you"

Leave everything behind.

What's the energy of the week?

Lech - going out = go outside limitation of the known, of yesterday

It's not going outside for the sake of changing the world but for your own transformation. Go outside our own negativity. Anything we do to go outside ourselves is the first thing of all that will help us to change, it has to be for your own transformation otherwise is almost impossible to transform someone else. First I need to change me principle number 1.
Leaving the clear is leaving the level below.
When I dwell, connect to what ive done yesterday I lost a level. You need to think about the next level. Think about tomorrow.
Driven by the unknown.
Abraham was waiting for people who would feel him, He knew he needed to leave everything behind and move to the next level. Everyday the light help us and we don't feel embarrassed, when it comes from other people we feel embarrassed: ego

Being helped by the unknown
To go to the unknown

I need to have clarity otherwise im not motivated, that's when I have drive: ego

the light said: 'I want you to be confused'

from one country to another - next level is beyond me, is unknown.
Next spiritual If every time is planned is indication Im not going to the next level.
Place of clarity - indication of limitation

To walk with the light, to expose myself to the unknown.
If it is unknown I don't have good energy - conflict between the ego and the soul

Throught the process of departure of the body we can see things we've never seen before. Do you want to wait for that day? Because that's gonna happen either way, or I go towards it everyday? If I go towards the unknown I have permission. If Im planned I will be blind.

Everybody needs to know the name of their negativity. name=essence. The more I know the essence of my negativity more I can go away. In order to know it I need to risk.
Risky and uncomfortable that's the only way it can be removed.

What does it mean to go outside?
We all have things that determine our personality = Environment, past lifetime, family.

In the time of conception if the dominance force is the father the child will be more energetic if the mother the child would be more lazy
You see the parents intention affect the purity of the thoughts the shell that affects the soul\\With all our limitation I need to break it completely. The goal is to break all limitations in all environment. No limit enviroment in any aspect.

The light can delete everything from your past if you are in Lech Lecha. I know I need to go there. This week.

Every aspect of our DNA can change. What would be the unlimited self potential. Face fears.

Rachel helped people to change Abraham had no fear for the unknown. When im helping anotyehr human being the light that person reveals is a shield that protects me. help a person to enlighten other people, the light he reveals becomes a strengh.

Unknown force beyond laws of cause and effect to allow the unknown force to guide.

Give me power to awaken others as a life mission. To have divine inspiration = help others to help others. The unknown is guiding me. Touching others constantly.

Be guided by it.

1 First discussion Abraham had with the creator.
I need to able to transform all my limiting environment from my life. Family, childhood, negative friends.

Be in the mission of the unknown. Ask the light to go to the next level. Allow other people to be enlightened.

10.07.2010

Zohar Portion of the Week - Noach Vol II

From all the 4 for kingdoms - inanimate, vegetable, animal and human - humans are the only with free will. We affect all the other kingdoms.
If we go according to the law we create protection.

The Noach Arch - Protection against the flood

Flood= chaos, hate, economic issues, environmental problems, ego. The flood was caused by all our negativity.
The arch is consciousness of protection in the world of imbalance. The words of the Zohar are he arch of our generation.


Before the flood came (before Abraham) things were very easy to the people. It says that whenever you planted a seed, the seed would give 40 years of plantation.
The seed of all negativity is laziness- the moment I dont grab opportunity to do the right thing. Gradually i will develop ego, i will become a victim.

Noach created the arch in 120 years, he tried to advise the people, but they were too easy and comfortable.

Water is energy of mercy, love. Flood is energy of chaos and destruction. The people were not bad but love can be manifested in different ways, like sex without limitation or idol worshiping.

They were still respectful but the destruction came when they got jealous of each other and started stealing other people. That will cause destruction. Any time we are self absorbed we will hurt other people. Any kind of selfishness will end up hurting others.

How do we build the arch?
Noach didn't see the water, he saw the angel of death. To be in protection i need to be afraid to be connected with the angel of death. If I am not afraid to be surrounded by negativity I will be pulled by this. I will never be able to maintain protection. I can easely be pulled by the forces of chaos.

Noach was busy all day long feeding his animals, constantly busy outside himself.

1 Unity
2 Same mission
3 Know the hebrew letters

When people reach a place of unity and single mission nothing can stop them to accomplish anything.
The Center is a bubble of protection - people with same mission and unity, bigger than my own issues, - that's when im connected with the Noach arch. When the priority is to affect change in the world is one of the main ingredients to be connected with the protection shield. To affect change in the world through unity, with a mission that become my priority.
Desire to shift my consciousness.

In orderto be protected I need to plug in to the energy field.Shift the consciousness that the mission is my priority

Another ingridient: that i can learn from everyone from my environment, I see that everyone can teach me something, help me. Something to contribute with me. Learn from everyone.

Noach was liked by God an than by people. To know that you have the same mission as your environment the indication is that if you are liked. Being liked by the right people is not the main concern. The big concern is to connect with the light, than i will attract people that like me. Do= being busy outside myself for the sake of revealing light.
- run away from my ego

Helping others can be tricky, if when i help other and seek return it came from the ego. We need to help for the sake of connecting with the light. Giving regardeless if they thank you or not.

The light is always there. We need to lean on something - We lean on the light!

I need to run away from my ego. If im not seeing layers of my ego everyday it means im not running away from my ego. More im busy sharing more i can runaway from my ego.

The protection comes when im in the process. Righteous people know they have a lot more to grow.

Why do I help other people? Because is opportunity for me to connect with the light.
The only way to do things with love for a long time is when i know the return is in the light.

Connecting with the light is a trust.

10.04.2010

Music Improvisation Party III

music by winslow the third and diana motta

10.03.2010

music by Winslow the Third and Diana Motta